I Need Advice On Relationships
I love him very much. We have been together for 6 years and married for 1 year. He loves me too, and I know this. He makes me breakfast in the morning, goes to the grocery store for me when I need anytrhing, he's always there for me. I am there for him too. I clean the house for him, and I pay the bills, and handle all of the finances. We both have relatively high paying jobs and look forward to success in all areas of our lives. We are happy together, we poke and pull and tickle and prod. We laugh and dance every day. All in all, we are madly in love.
The problem??
He does not satisfy me romanticly. He grabs at me and pulls at my flesh. He smacks my ***. Rarely do I feel the gentle caress of his fingertips against the flesh of my arms, my sides, my stomach, my face... and when there is that touch it inevitibly leads to a minute of feeling and six minutes of "I wanna do you. I wanna stick it in." He is often times agressive and his advances used to humor me and turn me on. These days, I need to feel some kind of romance, some kind of genuine feeling. I want him to touch me. To rub my back. To make me feel like he wants to love me.
He was taking a bath once. I went in to touch him gently, to kiss him and love him. It was a nice moment for him and I could tell that he really appreciated and loved me for what I'd done to make him feel special. I want to feel the same way. I need advice. How can I turn this situation around? It's no longer working to lead by example. Now I am merely spoiling him with the kind of love I wish I had. I want to be touched.
I want to feel alive on the inside.
The problem??
He does not satisfy me romanticly. He grabs at me and pulls at my flesh. He smacks my ***. Rarely do I feel the gentle caress of his fingertips against the flesh of my arms, my sides, my stomach, my face... and when there is that touch it inevitibly leads to a minute of feeling and six minutes of "I wanna do you. I wanna stick it in." He is often times agressive and his advances used to humor me and turn me on. These days, I need to feel some kind of romance, some kind of genuine feeling. I want him to touch me. To rub my back. To make me feel like he wants to love me.
He was taking a bath once. I went in to touch him gently, to kiss him and love him. It was a nice moment for him and I could tell that he really appreciated and loved me for what I'd done to make him feel special. I want to feel the same way. I need advice. How can I turn this situation around? It's no longer working to lead by example. Now I am merely spoiling him with the kind of love I wish I had. I want to be touched.
I want to feel alive on the inside.
By:
Tericae
Age:
26-30
,
Female
3
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