A Conflict Of Faith And PassionI think i might have posted this twice, and for that i apologize, i just find this site very confusing.
Okay, so it started with a guy. I know how mundane that start is, but it's become alot more of a problem of faith.
His name was Evan, we got together, fooled around, and now we are 'taking a break'.
My faith is strong, and clear, he called it graceful and i think it is. Logic, reason and morals call for me to not start it again. If i side utterly with my faith and morals (i'm a wiccan by the way) i will stop now, not talk to him again, be kind and look at the bigger picture. will go smoothly and calmly.
I've been doing that for a long time. I am happy, serene. But i'm in university, surly this is the time to be passionate, reckless to make mistakes? I'm worried i'm going to wish i had been more...foolish, passionate. So do i just say, '**** everything, i want excitement' or do i go with logic? If i do try and get with him again, i wont lose god or my faith, they will still be there. I'm just wondering if i should try.. jumping out of the realm of logic. if that makes sense.
So should i go against reason, and go after him, or do what i know is best, and not take the risk?