Love With Two Guys At The Same Time

hi i need advice when i was 15 i had my first love we where off and on then i met my husband now i have 4 kids with him i love him  we where together for 4 years then we left each other then i went back to my first love and broke up again and now am with my husband but am love with both of them and i dont know what to do i really miss my first love
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May 21, 2012