Im Confused

For awhile I have been thinking about getting a little chubby. I've talked to one person about it and they said that I shouldn't do it but that they would support me if I decided to indeed become a little chubby boy. I'm not sure what life would be like this way and if I would like it or if I would regret what I did to myself. I am looking for other people who have gone from an athletic built to chubby. Im not sure if this is what I want to do yet. However, another part of me gets really angry whenever I catch myself thinking about doing this. Can someone please help me. I am a very good athlete at the moment and I am 15 years old.
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May 23, 2012