What Do I Do?

There's a guy I know that I really like. I've known him for about three years now, and the way I feel about him hasn't changed since I first realised I like him. I mean really like him. He's funny and sweet, he looks after me when I'm sad and he laughs with me when I'm happy. He absolutely means the world to me and I class him as my best (straight) friend.

But yes, as I said I like him. But there are a few problems.

1. I've never met him - we got talking through a website and have messaged/text/called each other ever since.
2. I blew my first chance with him by going out with another guy - I didn't realise that he liked me properly, and I regret it.
3. He may or may not have a girlfriend at the moment (I have a boyfriend).
4. He lives far away from me.
5. I don't know exactly how he feels about me, whether he likes me/wants me just as much as I want him.

He is visiting me in the Summer, and I don't know exactly what will happen. I know we both want something from it, and something will happen. But I don't know how much I can ask of him. I know I'll want more than that visit, but do I pursue it? Please, I'd really appreciate some advice/opinions - either comments or message me, if you can help me? x
Sinsirr Sinsirr
18-21, F
May 24, 2012