I Have Feelings For My Husband's Uncle

Hello everyone,

I've been married for 9 years and I have a 7 year old son. Lately I've been communiting with my husband's uncle. I've always felt attracted to him but didn't see him much. Now I see him most mornings as we take the ferry together. He is touchy-feely kind of guy. Last week while we were on the ferry he tried to kiss me. I pushed him away and told him not to do it again and let him know that we shouldn't see each other anymore. He apoligized and was taking an earlier boat. The problem was that I missed him so much. I missed talking to him, I missed seeing him. Yesterday, after debating for about four to call him or not, I did. I told him that it wasn't working out and that I missed him. This morning he shows up again. We were talking and then he kissed me again. I didn't kiss him back but didn't stop him either. I am so confused. I don't know what to do. I've never cheated on my husband before. Help please!

btw, he is married too

July123 July123
36-40, F
Sep 25, 2012