Where Has Happiness Gone...

I have a great job, many friends, co-workers, family....yet every girl I date, every relationship where I end up heart broken and afraid of the next leaves me to want to just leave this damn city...deep down inside me I want to leave, but the memories of her, the memories of events, places, people and the memories of the kids I work with, the responsibilities of being such a great guy keeps me here... I honestly do no wrong, I can't find love, yet I search and search, I date women who cheat on me, I get into relationships where I get stepped on, I play all the right cards for what...to be used, abused, tossed right back into the sea like a piece of meat, and yet I don't stop trying to find love, to find that one person who will keep me at ease, who I can say...no show them that I want to spend eternity with...when and where will I meet this girl, this lady, this woman who will take me for who I am, who will forever be the shining light in my corner...I want to change everything that I am, I want my feelings to disappear, I want to start over, I want to be somewhere else and just meet the person who I can say three simple words to..."I'm all yours."
1986Scott 1986Scott
22-25, M
Nov 28, 2012