Used?

There's this guy, who I've had a thing for like a year.
He seemed like perfect, had all the attributes I wanted in a guy.
Anyways, things happened that led to him not really liking me.
In the beginning, he thought I was like a ****. And I dated one of his friends.
So we starting talking again; he realised I wasn't a **** and then we got pretty tight.
One day he asked for a bj and I said no.
Anyways, for my birthday he got me a huge plushie for my birthday.
And then somehow we ended up hooking up in the cinema.
Cinema of all places.. And then I blew him.

He used me right? What do I do now..
lolimu lolimu
18-21
Dec 2, 2012