My Friends Or My Boyfriend?

So, he's not really my boyfriend mostly, just friends with benefits I guess. He's one year older than me and is in high school and I'm in middle school. We don't really see each other that much and I hate that. Anyways he has a 'rep': he uses girls and he left his past relationship for me. His ex forgave me and all of my high school friends didn't really show respect me. I finally said bye to him and everyone was my friend again. I really missed him so we started texting again. Now were like 'together' but no one knows and I like that. Today, he came to my basketball game and he's always texting me on how he want's to kiss me and stuff. So after my game we kissed and I've never kissed a guy and he has had LOTS of experience. I don't really know anymore, I wanna keep my friends and I still think he has feelings for other girls. I just don't want to get too serious when we won't even go out or anything. I want a real relationship, but no guys are worth it at my school.
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Jan 13, 2013