I Need Closure
I don't know what to do.
I'm a mess right now. He broke my heart. I thought he was the one. This is the most cliche' story that one could ever come across but I guess it happens to the most of us.
We met at a party when we were drunk. We made out and slowly started finding out that we shared so much in common. However, he wanted to keep it a secret. I was okay with it cause it seemed kinda fun sneaking around and stuff. I never got dumped. I'm not trying to be vain, but I never knew how it actually felt to have to heart broken. I did feel bad for the guys I broke up with but I was never on that side of the break up. So when a few friends found out, he started acting all weird about it and soon, broke things off with me.
He did the nicest things for me and it is difficult to have him gone from my life. I thought this would actually last. I can't concentrate on anything and the worst part is, I can't really share it with anyone cause NONE of my friends know and they're still not supposed to know.
He suggested it was a good idea being friends and I didn't wanna be lame or old-school by telling him that I didn't, cause I wanted it to seem like it wasn't really affecting me, the whole break up.
HE BREAKS MY HEART EVERYDAY!
I can't even study. I have my exams soon and I'm screwing up every little thing. I can't even think about anyone else. I NEED DIRECTION!
I NEED CLOSURE! I can't stop thinking about himmmmm!
I'm a mess right now. He broke my heart. I thought he was the one. This is the most cliche' story that one could ever come across but I guess it happens to the most of us.
We met at a party when we were drunk. We made out and slowly started finding out that we shared so much in common. However, he wanted to keep it a secret. I was okay with it cause it seemed kinda fun sneaking around and stuff. I never got dumped. I'm not trying to be vain, but I never knew how it actually felt to have to heart broken. I did feel bad for the guys I broke up with but I was never on that side of the break up. So when a few friends found out, he started acting all weird about it and soon, broke things off with me.
He did the nicest things for me and it is difficult to have him gone from my life. I thought this would actually last. I can't concentrate on anything and the worst part is, I can't really share it with anyone cause NONE of my friends know and they're still not supposed to know.
He suggested it was a good idea being friends and I didn't wanna be lame or old-school by telling him that I didn't, cause I wanted it to seem like it wasn't really affecting me, the whole break up.
HE BREAKS MY HEART EVERYDAY!
I can't even study. I have my exams soon and I'm screwing up every little thing. I can't even think about anyone else. I NEED DIRECTION!
I NEED CLOSURE! I can't stop thinking about himmmmm!
By:
KillAishX
Age:
16-17
,
Female
