Unhappy Marriage

i got married to my cousin who was living in england but i didnt love him because i didnt wnt to marry him but my i came under emotional pressure i said yes but nw im realy upset n unhappy im muslim i said to every1 plz let me take divorce i dnt want to spoil his n mine life im 22 he is 25 but in.laws refused mother.in.law said never nw u have to stay he doesnt want i talk to any 1 he starts kickng the doors n shouts thn family shouts at me im realy woried i spoke to my mom dad living in pakistan but again emotional pressure frm sisters they says look dear we r poor the main reason is v r poor so evn i cant ho back i do all house work i use to live like a princess in my mom house but its not about work i dont go anywhere im educated but living dumb life i feel pain in my body he fights with me about at 1 n 2 in night i hit my self alt of time infrnt of him but nuthing hapend what i do that he divorce me n start hating me
khushio75 khushio75
22-25
3 Responses May 16, 2012

Dont worry about your in laws comments.... try finding a job.Speaking english is not a difficult task.Keep reading lots of books to improve your language.

Dont worry about your in laws comments.... try finding a job.Speaking english is not a difficult task.Keep reading lots of books to improve your language.

Hi ..... I can really understand the pain u must be going thro..... try going for a job instead of being at home... If ur still in england u ll have lots of jobs in ur locality.Start by going to part time jobs... be brave and strong as that is our only asset in this world.