I Am A Guy, I Get To Emotional Over Girls.I know its usually the girls who get all emotional over relationships and all that but lately i have discovered that its myself that is the one getting over emotional and over thinking everything. I use to be the type of guy to NEVER express his emotions, i use to be the guy who called other guys ****** for crying and/or getting emotional over anything really. But the move i have grown up, the more i am starting to get attached/ want to express my feelings more and want to get emotional over things. I think its sort of cool in a way.
A girl who i met a couple months ago has really been putting my life into perspective for me. She explains to me that i look for the perfect girl in every girl. I try and turn girls into something they arnt and because of it failing all the time, i get emotional and expect to much and get let down every time. I think it stems back from my first love in high school and my fear of never being able to find someone as perfect as her ever again. I guess i need to stop putting so much pressure on my own life of HAVING to find someone to love NOW. I feel like im in a rush, i feel like destiny is around every corner. Im trying to make something out of nothing.