I Need Emotional Intimacy
I thought I had one good friend in life, but im not too sure. She got married and has other things on her mind now which is understandable. We only see once or twice a month now.
Its easy for me to meet new people, especially men. But sooner or later they all want to go to bed with me. 99 per cent of the time I get bored and give in just in order to get rid of them. I've learned the sooner you sleep with a man the sooner he disappears.
Yet, what I really want is somebody to talk to. Preferably a man, as im not really into make up and cloths and the usual girly stuff.
As easy as it is to meet people, I dont seem to be able to find anybody to REALY talk to. All seems just fake and I must admit I am fake too, because I've learned that as soon as you stop pretending to be all happy, nobody is interested in you anymore and you are all alone again.
Its easy for me to meet new people, especially men. But sooner or later they all want to go to bed with me. 99 per cent of the time I get bored and give in just in order to get rid of them. I've learned the sooner you sleep with a man the sooner he disappears.
Yet, what I really want is somebody to talk to. Preferably a man, as im not really into make up and cloths and the usual girly stuff.
As easy as it is to meet people, I dont seem to be able to find anybody to REALY talk to. All seems just fake and I must admit I am fake too, because I've learned that as soon as you stop pretending to be all happy, nobody is interested in you anymore and you are all alone again.
By:
onetear
Age:
36-40
,
Female
