An Empty Shell

I am a fifty year old male and have been married 27 years. Most people say how great it is that we lasted this long but, in reality I have been alone emotionally for years. I have tried everything I could think of to get my wife interested in my life but, she is incapable. I have kids at home that know how much I am hurting and empty inside and they do what they can. Knowing that they care is nice but it can"t give me what I need. Hell I am just becoming a weak empty shell. I know this sounds like rambling but, my thoughts are all over the place right now. I search for the caring, nurturing, emotional intimacy I need in all the wrong places. I would even offer myself as a slave to someone if I could just feel that they needed and wanted me. Sorry I will right more later when I have time to think .
kevinslave kevinslave
46-50, M
Dec 29, 2012