Not sure what to do here as I have never really asked for help before... I'am the one that usually gives the help. I am a husband of 1, father of 4 and a grandpa of 10. Someone always needs something and I always have to try to help, Sometimes I can, sometimes I cant. I have even lost residence and had to move my wife to a homeless shelter due to helping our children. By the grace of God that ordeal only lasted a month, now we live in a rent controlled apartment. I love my kids with all my heart and my wife and I always put on the happy face and pretend that we are okay. The sad part is I think they know were lying but I don't think they care. We are in our 50's now and the years are taking there toll. My wife, soul-mate and best friend is not able to work due to physical ailments as well as depression and social anxiety issues. I work ( have ever since 9th grade) but my health is not the greatest, but I do know that I will be able to retire 2 years after I die. Now for the hard part... I need help. I deliver pizzas for a living, don't want to name drop but it rhymes with MaMa Dons. My issue is my car, its a great car for what I do (03 civic) but it needs work. major front end work and at just over 200,000 miles I'am sure there is more to come. If anyone feels led to help it would be deeply appreciated and I would spend the rest of my life praying to God to bless you everyday. Either way... thanks for hearing me out. It feels good to get this off my chest.
jhutmire jhutmire
51-55, M
Aug 16, 2014