Friends Have Never Appreciated My Kindness.My whole life all I knew was to be kind, to try and understand others, and accept them for who they were. This all came natural to me, to the point I would almost feel for other peoples pain before my own. I have been burned, and walked all over by so many different X friends that I almost don't even know how to treat people anymore. I try and find a good medium where I am not mean or nice, but it just is not natural for me. Sad thing is here I am at 27 years old with no true set of friends. I never could of imagined that being the nice guy or the "yes man" would leave you high and dry. So now it's turned into almost a trust issue when I meet new friends. More or less in person than online, cause that's where I have been hurt the most. Because of it I have become so much more secluded from the world, and a bit angry, at why the mean guys always ended up respected. I am surprised I am actually finally talking about this for once, but I am sure there has to be someone out there like me who has gone through this, and understands the pain it can cause you mentally later on in your life. I never once talked bad on a friend, I never back stabbed them. I was always so giving, and I thinks that the problem is they new I would give and give, so they took and took. Maybe on here I will find some genuine friends, who appreciate my kindness and understanding of their situation.
Please comment this, I am really interested to see what some of you might have to say on the matter. Thanks for taking the time to read this.
addictionPain 26-30, M 17 Responses 6 Aug 27, 2011