Desperately Needing A Financial Help

I was applying for a lon in the bank but I got turned down because of my poor credit history. Now I am in debts because of this big bills. I tried to beg in the streets but not a single penny maybe I don't look that poor but I am torn inside into pieces my family are crying for food. If I could find somebody to lend me some financial help, I want to build a small business to start with so I can have somewhere to get an income.