Written on January 19th, 2011
I was left by my husband on christmas day, with a reason none other then no more love. I have a lil girl and she is the world to me, we are about to lose everything for her father was a controlling person and i was unable to work for the past 3 yrs, I have since gain employment, but now need to ask help from the kindness of others. I was left with bills, and no way to control them, (he disapperead)I have since called every company I owe and have extended bills out as far as they will allow them to go, but still unable to come up with the funds to pay them. I am at risk of loosing my place, heat, food and water. If it was just myself I would find a way to live on the streets until the pay checks come in but i am afraid it is not just me and Having a lil one makes a world of differnce, and not wanting her to live like that. I have begged every church and charity there is in my area, and have gotten the repsonses of no more funds, or I dont have the proper verification for help,(i.e. pay stubs). I have been thru state and have gotten some help on things with them, but that wasnt enough. I am on waiting list after waiting list for help from state or city. I guess what I am trying to ask you is not for a handout but for some advice/ help on the matter. Is there any place that I dont have to find funds for to ask for donations, Ive searched and searched, been scammed a few times (hurt worse then no help). Ive apllied for loan after loan and been denided because of job history or verification reasons. I dont know who else to turn to. I am an honest person just trying to make it until the money comes in, I have every intention on paying back what ever is helped with. I want to thank you for you time to read my story, and possibly comment on some ways to find help. If there is anything you can offer me I would be in your gratitude forever, if you are able to help with funds I do have pay pal set upd.