A Tough Lifehello, this is a small portion of my everyday stressful life ,
first off ive always been on my own , ive been in the foster care system all of my life .
my mother and father were never around to take care of me and my other siblings, shortly after cps got involved
me and my brother got placed in foster homes. father in jail now , mother nowhere to be found . skip ahead a bit , me and my brothers got split up . not very much contact very hard on a 10 year old. 2 years pass my mother passes away father still in jail . then my breother started doing drugs and over doses because of depression . other brother joined the army. where that leave me . ON MY OWN skip ahead a few yeaes again , here i am 18 years old , turning 19 soon. i live on my own . i have no family or anybody to turn to when im in need , i feel as tho this struggle and amount of responsibility is to much for. ive messed up in the past , i dont have a license anymore i walk to walk and live paycheck to paycheck , i drink my sorrows away every weekend , just lastnight i was up til 3 just crying wanting to give up . i really have no clue on what to do or even how to go about getting the sence of stability and knowing ill be okay on my own in this world. what to do , how do it . i need answers , help , love somebody to talk to , anything that can help . im clueless i dont even know what else to say so much is rambling thru my head right now