I Don't Understand

They think that I cant hear them when my music is in, but what they don't know is that I can. Sure, I might not be the sharpest kid, I don't understand sarcasm, and can't understand social situations, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt when I see them laughing and pointing! The few friends I have, they understand my social handicap. They stand up for me when I'm being picked on. I get called a nerd because I am very good academically. My mom says they are just jealous, but I don't think so. I don't dress myself in what is "fashionable" so people think I'm weird. All I want is to be able to wear nice clothes to school and have that perfect face and be in the "In" crowd. I want to be accepted..
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Sep 5, 2012