!!!!!!!!!I don't know what to do. I think I finally got to the point of actually being crazy. It's been trying to grab hold of me for years. 2012 broke me with deaths and lots of stress. I can't go backwards, I can't go forward. My glass house is shattered. My protectors are gone. It's scary without them. I can barely function.
I do need help...but help for what? To do what? To go where? My inner struggles arn't going to change.
As a kid I knew I would die young. I didn't want to because I still had hope. But I had a feeling.
In the immediate future I don't know what's going to happen. I just know that I'm tormented by my mere existence.