I cant ever describe how i feel. Just once if even for one minute just so I would know theres someone out there that knows excatly how i feel. Im tired of lieing to my family. They usualy can tell something is wrong but i just play it off like it isnt. I dont think i will ever beable to bring myself to let them know excatly how i feel inside. No one knows. I can sit here and type it on a computer but i dont axcualy know anyone on here. To yall im just some guy with to many problems.