Why I Can't Find Love ???

every time i look around i feel like there is something missing in my life something i see all the time but i can't do anything to get it coz its something u can't have it when u need it ,it just happen to u and i think there is some thing going wrong with me coz i can't find it yet no matter if i am waiting for it all my life or not .but i really missing the true love in my life someone makes me feel happy ,i miss my happiness ,i know i am looking for special someone but how is it possibly that i can't find my special woman all those years ?some times i feel like i really meant to be alone and that giving me unhappy life every time i look around and find myself alone .