20 Years Later

I married my highschool sweethart. We have been together 20 years this May. I am 34..My son is 17. Over the years we have changed. I have never cheated, but lately really want my own life and to meet someone new. I feel so guilty about this, but I think he feels the same. Life has become so boring. The same thing day after day. We are so mean to each other. I dont think we have even kissed in the last month, much less sex. I know I cant spend the rest of my life with him, but cant imagine it without. Help!!!

snowflake74 snowflake74
31-35
Feb 28, 2009