I Don't Get It?

Sometimes i just don't understand what I'm doing or why I'm doing it. Everyday feels the same. I'm going in circles and don't know how to stop. Part of me wants to get out, scream, run, anything to end the repetition. I don't have time to stop and sit and think about why I'm doing all this, i just am. on the rare occasion that i have time to relax, all i think about is what needs to get done. how do i stop going in circles and relax? i need time to think, time to myself. I've already accepted that i will never have that privilege. i just can't bring myself to give up hope.

flutterbye1987 flutterbye1987
18-21, F
Mar 27, 2009