As the song by Jefferson Airplane Somebody to love , "when the truth is found to be lies, and all the joy within you dies." After years of marriage, I have found this to be true. How could I be so blind and not see. Maybe it was there, and wasn't brave enough to look and see face to face. Now I stand at the crossroads of my life. I am brave enough now to let her go after what she has wanted. I now have courage to find what is out there for me. To go where ever the wind carries me. To seize the Lust for Life.