I have a normal life. Im 17 I have a good family, cool friends, a job, im am gifted with high intelligence than others, im doing pretty good in school. I am a funny person, I make alot of people laugh and I like the fact that I made that moment in their life worth being happy for. But at the same time when we are all laughing at something I said or did. I am silent, dead, cold inside. I am a torch consumed by the cold. I need someone to love to ignite it, and there is no one in sight.