What I'm Not Supposed To Do...

I'm not supposed to love her like I do.

I'm not supposed to cry for her at night

I'm not supposed to want her in my arms

Cuz wanting her like this just can't be right


thefinding thefinding
18-21, F
4 Responses Feb 12, 2010

That is beautifully said, I can completely relate. I hope you find someone new, someone who can just blow that love out of the water, you know? It's what I'm hoping for, too. Even when you think the best has already come and gone... there's a reason it didn't work out. And as odd as it may seem, I think any of us who've commented would gladly be there if ever you need it. Here's a few words that help me: "I might have to wait, I'll never give up// I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck// Wherever you are, whenever it's right// You'll come out of nowhere and into my life." Good luck, never settle, and stay strong. <3

You have to go for it. Love is never wrong and always right. Good luck!

Sadly, I find it's the illusion we crave most.

I went through this a few years back, with my best friend. It was hard for me because I was in love with her, and she was dating all different kinds of guys. I know that should have been warning enough for me, but no one knew her like I did. I was the only one there for her. Sometimes I think back,.. maybe we could have been more, maybe if I'd have told her how I felt, we could have been together and made each other happy. We were both girls, and were both afraid of our feelings for each other. <br />
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We did not confess our love to each other, I know she loved me like I loved her because she let things slip sometimes, anyways. We went our separate ways, I don't even talk to her anymore, but I forever have a place in my heart that remains hers.<br />
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Don't let the chance slip away, if you feel something this strong, and you are sure it is two ways, as in she has feelings back for you, then go for it. At least you will know you tried, that you put yourself out there for love. I wish I would have taken that chance, but I didn't. I still think about it everyday, 'what could of been'.<br />
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Good Luck.