More Than Anything In The World

i need someone to say i love you alot. i want someone to know that they care for me and care when i am not doing good. I miss this more than anything in a relationship. I know that i was not myself and a horriable person . i miss the i love you's and the just caring for each other more than anything . in life everyone deserves to be loved , cared for , care for others and just be respected. i realize this now.
witheverstepifail witheverstepifail
18-21, M
2 Responses Jul 31, 2010

Treat yourself how you want others to treat you. Are you in love with being infatuated? Are you a serial dater? I see your "dance". You require alot of attention. You rely on others to make you feel good about yourself. Heres where it goes around and around: You have low self esteem and self worth for whatever reason. You want to know that someone is always thinking about you so you may put them through certain types of test to prove themselves to you. What you're doing is projecting your insecurities and inadequacies onto your significant other. They, in turn, feel that no matter what they do it will never be enough which makes them feel inadequate. This is where sugar turns to sh*t. They start feeling angry and resentful and they start firing back at you because by this time they have tried everything they can with no luck. They can't pass your test and you relegated them down to not loving you enough. On to the next!<br />
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You can't hold others responsible for your happiness and well being. People can be cruel and capitalizing on your insecurities. You just don't want to be at the mercy of others. Love and empower yourself, your life is too precious not to. Find something you like about yourself and build from there. It's process along the way in your journey and discover the path that is uniquely yours.

Love yourself first and foremost and never rely on others as the only source of love.