I Need Someone to Talk to Right Now
Im always mistrustful,anxious,envyous,sad,aggitated,etc...nothing helps me except my dude,and thats 50% of the time,nothing grab's or excite's me anymore,it feel's like it's all been done before.Ive become scared of everyday life,I have many irrational fear's,that im aware of but they persist on me everyday,if that make's any sense at all..Im forever lonley,and feeling like an outcast,even among friend's and family,im 26y/o..and ive become very introverted,i distance myself from event's and keeping up with friend's cause i guess i fear some form of rejection?i live on love-but definetly not self-love,i dont want to be here,but i dont wanna be there?It's a really ackward feeling and i hate it...(Write Anything That Help's Please)ME