Because This Is Doing My Head In...I have 'people' to talk to. But never about the stuff I need.
And the one person I want to talk to about this, I can't. Cause it is to do with them.
See, there's this guy. Everything seems to be going right. And when we are together, all these thoughts leave my mind.
Just sometimes, when we are apart I get rather depressed thoughts.
I fear so much that he is going to break my heart. And I know that's a common in most relationships. I just don't know if I can go through that. (yet again common.)
He's too much of the right person for me at the moment. And I know this could all disappear.
We are two rather opposite people in what we have done in life. And I still don't know why he wants me.
And like, the other night when we spent it together. He even said, "I don't know why I'm this nervous, I guess cause it's you." And although that's a good thing I just. I don't know.
I have no one to talk to about these things. It's probably half the reason I think like this.
But oh well, I guess I should just keep living it day to day and hope for the best.
Fear is so useless.
IllySocks 22-25, F 1 Response 0 Sep 4, 2011