Felt So Alone

I have so many things in my mind now but can't tell it to the people around me. It's not that I don't trust them but I'm afraid they won't understand me. I have plans in my life, in fact, I have tons. Since I was a kid, I always wanted to go somewhere outta here. Have a good vacay outside the country and make the most of it. But I don't know what to do, can't ask nor open up to people close to me, because I'm sure, some of them, don't care, some of them don't agree on me and most of them won't understand me. Right now, I feel so alone and empty. Trying to figure things out all by myself. I have friends but, idk what to say to them. It's crazy that trying to get your childhood dream would be a tough one especially when you can't tell it to anyone, when you're excited, nervous, afraid, you're sick about it, and whatever. I just thought I'll be needing someone to talk to or to lean on now. Thank you. :)
iammighty iammighty
22-25, M
1 Response Apr 11, 2012

lean on me, happy to help.