Caitlyn and I had such a strong friendship from the moment we first met, and through out the whole two year friendship. I had never in my intire life been so close to someone. I couldn't stress enough to anyone how much she meant to me. December 1st of 2011 she had randomly just said I don't think we should be friends anymore. We had a long conversation but it wasn't enough to save our friendship. That night I cried for two hours, and many nights always before going to bed I also had cried because I just missed her so much. I still do, 6 months later, and I don't know if I'll ever be the same. I'm really trying to be as happy as I was before but it nearly seems impossible. No one will ever know how much I miss her and how bad I'm truly hurting.