Sad A Little

Im separated from my husband. It's been a roller coaster ride of raw emotions. So I thoughd thiS would be a good place to share my thoughts and feelings.
Mostly I'm sad or angry and at rare times just ok. The sad times of course are the worst. It feels like I'm gonna pass out from the aching feeling I know that it won't last forever and I know a year from now it will be just a memory. But when I'm feeling it it's overwhelming.

I want to react and do hurtful things when I feel sad. I want him to feel the hurt I have. Luckily I talk myself down from that.

He cheated. I never thought this would happen to me. It hurts to the core
Mindylulu Mindylulu
46-50, F
May 20, 2012