I Want To Die

i am severely depressed adn i cant take it any more. For nearly the last year I have been on downward spiral. lost my job, have been alienating myslf, about to to lose my apt. In june my only daughter died and now everything is crashing
sadndistracted sadndistracted
46-50, F
3 Responses Sep 11, 2012

* hugs * Wow you are going through so much ! ! ! I am so sorry to hear ! ! I have also been through a lot and I have come to believe after all my experiences that everything happens for a reason . Whatever happens , never give up .<br />
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Choosing to survive even when confronted with such things makes you one of the strongest people on the planet ! ! Even if you feel weakened , you are stronger than most .<br />
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Have you seen a therapist about the depression ? You probably should . If you are in the U. S. hey have something called sliding - scale therapy which is free or extremely cheap therapy depending on your income level . You can get a list of clinics that offer sliding - scale therapy by calling a major local clinic and inquiring . Please message me and vent more if you want . Please have hope , there are millions battling depression right now and it can sure be a fight . Having God in your life can make all the difference .

i guess this sounds pretty pathetic especially for someone my age. i wish i could get myself togehter. i know what is wrong but keep the pain going

here if you want someone to talk to, hugs

are u still there?

hi there, message me anytime