I'm Pregnant

I am twenty five years old. I found out that I am pregnant again. I don't know what to do. The father is married in the middle of a divorce. I am all alone without anyone to be there for me. I want to keep the baby really bad. I have been pregnant a few times before had an abortion and miscarriage. I don't know what to do. If I keep the baby I have to find a place to live cause im pretty sure I will be not allowed to live in my house anymore. I don't know if I can take care of a baby all by myself. I have alot of physical health issues as well. The guy I am pregnant by told me he really doesn't want it only because of the timing with him going through a divorce. I don't know what to do this is such a mess. I am not telling my family or friends about this. I can't believe here I am again in this situation. I feel like I have to get an abortion cause of my health, the babys father, and how my family would take this news of my pregnancy. I am so scared. I have to go alone cause the father won't take off from work to go to the doctor with me. I am really lost and need some advice on what to do. Thanks
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Sep 17, 2012