The Not So Perfect Story.

I am tired of everyone at my school judging me for having the perfect life. I don't at all. I walked into my parents room today to find my mom crying and my dad hovering over her with a sad look on his face. After asking a few times I got out of them what was wrong. "We're broke." I have always been pretty fortunate with wealth, but I am not saying this was a surprise to hear.

My brother is joining the army in a few months to add stress into my life. He's doing it all for the right reasons but I can't help but be worried. He's my big brother and I don't want him getting hurt. I can't even imagine life without him. His reason for going is that he says he doesn't want kids that are forced into the army, or that being their only option, taking bullets for him. I commend my brother for his strength but at the same time I am dreading the day that he leaves.

In my relationship situation it is nonexistent. I always feel like boys are just using me. They find a way to lead me on and make it seem like they actually like me but I always end up in the dust. Usually, they end up going for one of my friends. I just always get hurt each time I think I will finally be happy. I have guys tell me I am pretty all of the time, I just want to believe it for once.

I know there are people in the world with much bigger problems than the ones I just stated. I just needed to let it all out.
gspgrl3 gspgrl3
Jan 6, 2013