Self-conflicted Heartbreak

I fell in love with a man who has a fiance and getting married next week. She was living half way across the world. I knew they were together but we couldn't stay away from each other. The past 5 months have felt great. He told me he loved me and I really love him. He left to marry her now. All I'm left with is this wretched heartache. He told me only lies and I was so foolish to fall for them.

I want to be so vengeful and contact her with all the details but I know it wouldn't make me feel any better. She's innocent in all this even though she had cheated on him twice before. What a ****** up situation I'm in. I'm so angry with myself.
SadSqueek SadSqueek
18-21
Jan 7, 2013