I Want To Die

My name is Amanda.. I'm so sad. I've been off my bipolar medicine for 2 months and my episodes are getting worse and worse. I'm depressed and manic at the same time. I want to die. I have no friends. I have no money. I have nothing. I am a 25 y/o loser going absolutely nowhere in life. I try so hard to make people like me but they just use me and hurt me. What's the point of living if every single day is ****. I am never happy. I need someone to talk to. I need a friend
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2 Responses Jan 10, 2013

Just so you know, your life is way more important than what is happening to you. Also, I am a music fanatic and I can't help but tell you that listening to music has gotten me through a lot. I don't know what music you're into but M83 always gets me and the song Lady Love by Mike Mains and the Branches always helps me through bad days. I know life sucks a LOT sometimes, trust me when I say this. But try to make something good come out of it. The best music is the music that's made when your emotions are high. Try writing a song or poetry or just write out how you feel on a piece of paper and then burn it. It sound childish, but there is seriously no remedy like blowing **** up.

no one cares... i should just off myself

ok... goodbye y'all.. maybe the second time I'll actually bleed out