Same Old, Same Old;

As per usual. My feelings for my bestfriend grow more and more each day. I want to run away. Escape the reality that my position sucks. Everynight i bring up the fact that i wish we were together. I can't help it. my pathetic little heart wants answers. Its been this way for almost 2 months. I tell him how i feel. He always brushes it of. I cry everynite. He's a closed book. And he wont share his stories. He says he doesnt know his feelings. But he must feel something? Either hes leading me on or he really does love me. Ineed to know sooner rather than later. Because this is tearing at my heartstrings. I have no tears left to shed. I wish someone cared. I wish he cared :/
Wishyouknuu Wishyouknuu
13-15, F
1 Response Jan 13, 2013

I'm sorry that you feel like this!!! Sometimes guys just aren't ready for a real relationship. He may come around or he may never.... He really may not have the same feelings. But if you get the vibe that s does, try a little more, but at some point... You may have to just let him go, and look at other prospects.