Emotions Come Flooding Backso my husband has been missing since Tuesday. Our partying staying with friends, ignoring phone calls and text, I have not heard a work from Tuesday night at 11:00 to right now Saturday 9 am
He just sent the text are you awake. I responded with so i guess your alive.
he said barely. in is true form of trying to get me to feel sorry for him.
anyway, my guess is he is going to finally come home so we can settle this and be over. I plan to divorce him. I am creating my exit plan already. just 1 month till i move.
it's really strange how as the days passed i got calmer and calmer about the situation. my stomach no longer in knots and got the best night sleep in almost 2 weeks a whole 8 hours with out waking up, amazing.
As soon as i got his text not my stomach hurts, my hands are shaking and my heart is racing. Those bad feelings i was working so hard to get rid of just came flooding back.
Now i am sitting here wondering is he coming home, will in be in 30 min, 2 hours who knows. it keeps me on edge.
i need to keep my strength and and stay calm.
whitebelle 26-30, F 6 Responses 0 Jan 26, 2013