I Need Someone to Talk to Right Now
I grew up with a board line sister who physically attacked me on occasions. I could not talk in front of her because she needed all the attention....was in constant competition with me....she now does this to her spouse....does not work.. This went on till mid 20ies... Met a guy crazy for me...was
With him 15 years... I felt safe and secure. We broke up for religious differences....still friends..... Met wonderful guy... After one year he turned into my sister...my relatives r now up in age.... Don't want anything to do with my sister....she still competes and does sneaky things to make me feel bad about myself.... I have an older mother who cares....but I have bee her caretaker throughout my life.... Have no kids...maybe I'll go back to my abusive spouse...maybe not...2 schools of thought... Be a good Christian work it out and he'll never change... I have nobody...I have a type of shyness because my family...don't want new people to meet them...I'm feel so alone...
With him 15 years... I felt safe and secure. We broke up for religious differences....still friends..... Met wonderful guy... After one year he turned into my sister...my relatives r now up in age.... Don't want anything to do with my sister....she still competes and does sneaky things to make me feel bad about myself.... I have an older mother who cares....but I have bee her caretaker throughout my life.... Have no kids...maybe I'll go back to my abusive spouse...maybe not...2 schools of thought... Be a good Christian work it out and he'll never change... I have nobody...I have a type of shyness because my family...don't want new people to meet them...I'm feel so alone...
By:
Maria181
Age:
41-45
