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Hi

I'm feeling depressed and I was hoping that maybe there was someone to talk to...I feel kind of stupid saying this, and I don't want to bother anybody. I'm a little bit suicidal and I am a self-injurer, though I have been doing a pretty good job resisting it lately. I just want to talk and feel better. So, if you'd like to talk to me, that's cool, if not, that's cool too, thanks for reading at least.

Asrielle Asrielle 22-25, F 49 Responses Sep 7, 2009

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Why would you stupid

YOUR NOTE CAUGHT MY ATTENTION. I TOO NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO BUT I DONT WANT IT TO BE SOMEONE I KNOW. I THINK STRANGERS ARE THE EASIEST BECAUSE THEY CAN BE MORE HONEST BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO EMOTIONAL TIES TO YOU. WHY IS IT THAT WHEN WE ARE SO VERY LOW WE THINK OF SUICIDE? IT HAS CROSSED MY MIND SO MANY TIMES BUT I DONT TELL ANYONE. MY HUSBAND PASSED JULY 09 AND SINCE THEN IVE MADE AWFUL MISTAKES. I DONT KNOW WHY. THEY MERELY HAPPEN. MY HUSBAND KEPT ME GROUNDED. WE HAD A PEACEFUL MARRIAGE, MEANING WE HAD SO VERY LITTLE TO ARGUE ABOUT. NOW MY LIFE IS CONSTANT CHAOS. SO...I STAY AT HOME WHERE THERE IS PEACE. I CANT SHARE MY MISTAKES BECAUSE IM ASHAMED OF THEM SO I KEEP THEM TO MYSELF AND THEY ARE EATING ME UP. HANG IN THERE, WE ALL HAVE STUFF WE THINK WE CANT HANDLE BUT WE DO. SEE.... YOU ARE STILL HERE AND YOU WILL FIGURE OUT A WAY TO RESOLVE YOUR WOES. THATS CALLED INNER STRENGHT. YOU'VE GOT IT SO...USE IT. MINE HAS BEEN DRAINED SO..I STAY HOME.

Feel free to message me next time you're feeling down.
You're not alone in this world.

I completely understand where you are coming from!

Hi, i'm feeling exactly the same way. i would like to talk to you and help you, because i help a lot of my friends with their problems but i cant fix mine.

It's not a bother. There's always someone who will be willing to help. Just remember that.
I'm always here for a chat; I'm lonely as hell.

hey dnt be depressed, real friends will always be there, when the road is tough,the tough gets going, move on friend.

cool your head alright.

I hear you. The photo is beautiful.

Hi! Don't be sad. Everything will be ok

Don't self mutilate. I used to do that. I learned not to. Ya probably been feeling pretty crappy. Ride horses if ya can. They are the most emotional animals I have ever dealt with. Pick one with a soft eye though, you will know the difference. Nothing can be awful when ya ride a horse=:0)

It isn't stupid to tell the guys about what you are feeling or going through, to get someone to talk to is easy, but to get hurt it ain't!,hope I can get along your side and I will keep talking to you till the kingdom come if you don't mind,send me your phone number or i will send you mine if you ask me to...,so hoping to hear from you soon

Why would you feel stupid if you need someone to talk to?? We all need someone almost every day. You can try www.friendneed.com

Hi ,
I too always feel like I would rather suffer alone than "bother" anyone with my burdens. I have tried twice in the past year to kill myself, but was found after od-ing on pills.
Im getting treated for major depressive disorder now. It seems to help, but Ive come to the realization that Ill probably be socially retarded.
I just wanted you to know Im here to talk to & would like to share with a person who feels the same as I do.This time of the year seems to make things worse for a lot of people, myself included.Irecently moved so dont really know anyone now.Im here if you would like to talk.Im a lot older than you, but I assure you , Im not a weirdo or anything.
I hope you make the best of your holiday.
RC

i talk to you i have nearly kill my self 12 times now. i hate blood because i use to cut i dont anymore i just smash my arm and make them briuse and staff. i was abused when i was younger i would be bash and wiped by belts and staff i slowly getting better and i happy they your doing well latly.

I feel the same way and I would love to chat with you:)

I feel the same. My friends are tired of talking to me because I am always so depressed sad and negative. I would love to chat.

that been happening to me to my friends dont what to talk to me because they think i angry at them when i want suport. nice friend right

I understand talk to me

hi my name kim how can i help u

Why do you feel you are depressed? Keep in mind that if you really feel you want to hurt yourself you should get professional help, this is not something you should play with. But again what is there in your life (or perhaps is absent from your life) that makes you depressed?

I'm single incident from just ending it all

Hi i seem to be going through the same things just back and forth with this depression every time you pull yourself up you think okay this is it im going to be better something pulls you back again i was never like this and after becoming a mum everything changed after marriage everything changed and i became a very anxious person who has been going through these really bad anxiety attacks i fight with everyday i am strong and i know that there is a higher power out there that keeps us living and fighting what to us seems like the end just look forward to each day and try not to do the same things you are doing all the time change your routine get out more spend time with people who make you laugh or take your mind off your problems you can be strong and eventually feel like you again taking control of your life if this is hard for you you should speak to a doctor because there is medication out there at least to hel us out Be strong and never think your life is not worth living it is ..... you are special and you are needed for something just be patient you will see..

I feel depressed and there is no one I can trust with my deepest feelings.

hey hey are u okay?

Its my first time on this site but it feel like iv met so many people =)

If you want someone to talk to im happy to talk..because i love talking to people =)

Hi



I can relate to how u feeling and im going thru the very same thing....life sucks :(

Hi



I can relate to how u feeling and im going thru the very same thing....life sucks :(

Hi, I hope you are feeling better, your post really scared me. Please Please do NOT do anything to hurt yourself or your family. Nothing, I mean absolutely nothing is worth killing or injuring yourself. God loves you and many of us perfect strangers out here actually do care also. You will get through this. Whatever sadness you are feeling is only temporary, and It will get better I promise. I may not know how it feels to be this depressed, but I know it is a real medical condition. I hope you will see someone who can help you deal with your illness. Just remember we DO care about you , any others who battle this problem. Life has it's good times and bad, but the good always outweigh the bad. Try to think of something that makes you happy. When I feel down, I watch a funny movie, play with my dog, or listen to music that makes me feel better. You need to say out loud " I'm gonna be ok", shout it out if that helps. Talk to your husband if he's there, I'm sure he can help you get through this. Really I find peaceful music is comforting too. I really like the theme song "St. Elmo's Fire" ( instrumental) by David Foster, Also Amy Grant's "The Collection" cd ( it's pop/ christian rock), they always make me feel better! Give 'em a try , probably avail. at least to listen to on itunes. God bless, I will pray for you. : )

Are you okay? We can talk if you want to. Just message me whenever you want because we all need to talk some time

I have been there where you are an you need to talk to some one i have been there and it hurts in my stomack and need some one .



So if you need some one write to you.



I am in and out during the day



a big hug to you

as i read your story i wondered how the hell can she feel worth less yet she is willing to sacrifice her own life to give her man another chance at love. better yet a midst her pain how come she is worried about bothering others! see with all those questions and others, i realized you are indeed a person worth having and if you were not, you would probably be a girlfriend and not even a wife.



There are so many people yes who have it worse than you do, but that does not mean you do not ache or doubt yourself or have any fears because it is a another persons lot? no no my dear, it is okay for one to have self doubts but not to reach a point of worthlessness. you are a beautiful creature and it is evident in your response to all your messages so be strong love and know indeed that in all your anonymity, there are tons of people out here that want that shy beauty that is evident in your words to be seen by others on your face and in your outlook.



God Bless

this time last week i felt exactly the same as you, i found this site and the people who helped me were great, if you need to talk i am always willing to listen and share problems