Time For A Change

I AM THINKING OF MOVING W/O NOTICE..... I AM LIVING HERE WITH THE X HUSBAND AND SON WHO SEEM TO BE IN THERE OWN WORLD.... I HAVE NEVER FIT IN WITH THE X-HUSBANDS FAMILY AND HAVE NO IDEA WHY.... I JUST FEEL I AM NOT EXISTING HERE... NOT INCLUDED WITH ANYTHING AND JUST WANT TO PACK UP AND LEAVE START A NEW LIFE ELSE-WHERE.

I DO NOT KNOW IF I JUST WANT TO GO OR GIVE NOTICE.... MY SON STILL LIVES HERE AND CANNOT BE TRUSTED... HE IS AN ADULT AND DISCUSSES EVERYTHING HERE WITH HIS FRIENDS IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD... SO THEREFORE I DO NOT NEED THE NEIGHBORHOOD KNOWING I AM LEAVING... VERY UNHAPPY HERE...

JUST WANT TO LEAVE EVERYONE BEHIND
Bermuda17 Bermuda17
56-60, F
2 Responses Jul 26, 2010

i understand that you just want to get the hell out sometimes and not caring...but your son will take it to heart. before you leave, you should tell them why. tell them the truth, so you won't leave without closoure either. i actually was going to tell you to get the hell out, but then i read the comment above and thought that saying goodbye is best. if you want to be free, well, if you just want to leave, do it without any regrets. just know that happiness is in the heart and your mind. not anywhere else. but maybe starting a new life for you will help you immensly. stay strong!!!!!!! let your heart, not your mind guide you to better places.

Do you have any other family to go stay with? I don't think its a good idea to just go.. especially if you have no where to go. Try and stay with other relatives for a while, take a break. x