Not Really Sure What's Going On

To start with I am a 27 yr old engineer who lives about 1000 miles from where I grew up. Until college I struggled with deep depression and had very few friends. In college I found that I was mildly depressed, but had quite a good support system around to help me through. I also came out as being bi due to an overload of males at my college and just always being overwhelmed by how many guys were asking me out. After college I moved about 1000 miles away from my parents to a place I only knew one or two people. I have now been here for 4 yrs and work in a pretty stressful environment. Because of the economy and the stress at my job I find myself working on the weekends a bit to keep up. I also have been racing triathlons for the last few years and find the training to be demanding with not much payback in terms of improvement or losing weight. Yesterday I broke up with my boyfriend of 10 months because things were no longer clicking.

For the last few months I have been crying uncontrollably and have seemed to give up on everything I love. I am not sure how to get the motivation to do things I once loved and want to love again.

When I broke up with my boyfriend I realized that my mother once again won. Since she met him in April she has not had a single nice thing to say about him and always is nagging me about ending it with him. I realized last night that I have ended most of my relationships and friendships because she didn't like the person, which in turn affected my opinion of them. How can I get over this and move on with my life?
hbc625 hbc625
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Aug 6, 2010