Unhealthy LonelinessI spend a lot of time alone, for a number of reasons. Most of them are not by choice. I only see the same 3 people every day, occasionally another person I know well, but no one who is interested in what I have to say. No one I would even be interested in talking to.
Then there's places like this. Sometimes you can find some really great people too! Sometimes, you can find some pretty ugly people who just make you feel more alone. I'd rather find more of the former than the latter but I guess I won't find any if I don't put myself out there.
For what its worth, I just don't see people because of, you could call it a medical condition. Its not that I am (too) bad mannered or don't bath often or anything like that. I just seem to experience life from a box, looking from the outside in. It gets lonely, watching the world, watching time pass... all alone.