The Loneliness Of Not Being Able To Talk To AnyoneSometimes I feel like I am going to burst- I don't have any close friends and find that I cant talk to my partner because she is so busy and things have been tough between us.I so need to share "my story" - things about my life - secrets I have, fears , etc to just tell the truth about how i really feel instead of being so scared of what people will think of me. I feel like I'm playing a role in life - and that my real self is hidden and lonely, desperately desperately lonely.
I have health issues that I find it hard to talk about and I feel anxiety about the stupidest of things. I don't feel connected to any adult human being -Everything seems to make me sad and I yearn for serenity and peace - But hardest of all is that I cant just sit down and talk to anyone ( maybe because it would take about a week to get everything off my chest) I'm on anti ds and I'm sure they make me feel numb inside.I feel very unpopular and even though I'm not a bad person , I feel I'm on the outside of life looking at all the "normal people" and envying them..
I hope that someone reads this and can identify with it. Thank you x Take care everyone x
Hartington5 41-45 10 Responses 4 Jul 18, 2011