You know what the worse thing is about loneliness.....its not the being alone but its the realization that no-one is thinking of you. You might be thinking of others, wondering what they are doing, if they are having fun. You might even call them, but do you find that you end up calling everyone and no-one calls you..... I realized that I always call my brother and sister so over 2 months ago I stopped calling them....I haven't spoken to them since, they never call me. I have a "friend" who I really want to catch up with but she is always to busy....I just feel so alone. The loneliest place in the world is a crowd.