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I Want Death To Take Me Away

this is gonna be a short one i hate my life i am broke always i have no one to say i love you to or to me my family has disowned me they say everyone has a reason why they are here !!!!!    oh yea whats mine ??? to be broke!!!!!!!!!loveless!!!!!!!! without family !!!!!!!without a woman in my life!!!!!! i hate it it stinks i want out i want death to take me away i can't take living anymore !!!!!! or should i say existing !!!!!!!!!!!  
iceman00740 iceman00740 41-45 4 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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hi Iceman...stop by to check on you...how're u feeling today?

Death doesn't change anything, in fact it's a cowardly way to say "I'm a failure". Remember, death is forever… you'll never have the chance to bask in the sun on a warm day, nor smell the air after it rains in the spring, hear the laughter of children as they run across green meadows of freshly cut grass - all of which I might add, are FREE!<br />
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My suggestion to you is FIRST AND FOREMOST call the suicide hotline if you feel like you're going to hurt yourself, and second, find a volunteer job, any one will do. The joy of being OF SERVICE, even through you may not be paid anything, is priceless. A big plus is that you can network and perhaps find a job though the people you meet there.<br />
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NO ONE is "useless" - take it from a 51 year old man who STILL hasn't "found out what he's here for", but after years of trials and tribulations, I've come to listen to the quiet voice within that gently guides us IF WE BUT LISTEN TO IT. This voice would NEVER tell us to harm ourselves or others, so don't think you've going crazy.<br />
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We are all here for a reason, trust me.

NO, YOU ARE NOT SELFISH!!! I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER BY SAYING " THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT HAVE IT WORSE THAN YOU DO" OK, MAYBE THERE IS, BUT THAT DOES NOT MAKE ME FEEL ANY DIFFERENT!!!!!!

Ah. I know. Call the suicide hotline. =) Here's the number for the U.S.: 1.800.273.8255

you know what would change my life not a mental institution ......money lots of money i hear stories about people who have nothing and along comes someone with lots of money and hands it to them and it changes their life forever why can't some rich person do that for me they always talk about how they give millions of dollars to help the poor and the needy well i'm poor i'm needy why can't someone change my life for the better

Money can certainly improve your life. But a rich person isn't going to come flying out of the sky and bring you money. You need to work with what you have and that is your body and your brain.

Also, money isn't going to fix your relationship with your family, or give your genuine friends or a sincere girlfriend.

There are people in much worse condition than you are now. People who pick money out of gutters and sleep on benches under cardboard boxes. If you think of that and still feel like crap, you have a mental illness not simply bad circumstances.

i know but it is still depressing thx for caring i appreciate it i probably seem a bit selfish maybe i shouldn't have even said anything

The only thing you seem is not motivated enough to get yourself help or find a solution. Good luck in whatever you decide to do. I hope things improve for you.

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