It's my birthday today, and I'm having fun, party with friends and I had dinner date with my parents and siblings yesterday. It was fun, I'm happy actually, but somehow it's incomplete. I'm trying not to think of the negativities but it just happened. After awhile, I still wait for her to greet me for my birthday, I'm not asking for her to talk to me in person, but I just hope she could greet me thru Facebook or SMS. I'm hurting and it's pathetically true. Why can't I forget? What's wrong with me? I always thought that I moved on and I already let go but I don't know why I'm like this. Hope I could talk to someone. Just to release my feelings. Having a hard time right now. Hoping also I could bring back the good vibes since it's my birthday today.